Monday, March 9, 2009

Matters of the Heart

Dear Faithful Readers, 

It is with a heavy heart that I am writing you this letter.  I want to let you know that I am pulling back in my blogging until I can find the balance I need between my blogging and my life.  I have allowed my time on the computer to overtake my life, so I need to pull back and refocus my life, my marriage and my relationship with the Lord!

My hubby and I went away this past weekend on a church sponsored marriage retreat.  I was having the greatest time in the world spending time with my hubby and getting to know other couples in our church when I had a "bombshell" rock my heart and the world that I had known.  I feel hurt, betrayal and anger right now from the "bombshell".  I need to heal my heart and emotions from the "bombshell" and get the proper focus in my life.  

I need to have limited time on the computer when my hubby is at the homefront.  

I need to work at strengthening my marriage, and my walk with God before I put myself in front of this "idol"/computer. 

Despite sounding vague, I would appreciate your prayers as I work through this time of hurt and healing!  I am praying that I become stronger in my walk with my Lord and Savior and even love my family, esp. my hubby more through this time of healing. 

Thank you for your understanding and prayers!!!

Your Friend, 

Sonshine

P.S.  I still plan on doing some blogging but it will be limited and not everyday.  



5 comments:

Jeannie said...

thanks for your honesty and the example you are setting to other bloggers. I will pray that God renews your marriage and your family. May you find blessings in the smallest of things as you go through this time of growth and healing.
Jeannie

Snow White said...

I will be praying for you.

Sherry said...

Thank you for sharing your heart. I will be praying for you. I've been doing some soul searching regarding this as well.

Calina said...

Many of us are reestablishing computer boundaries. I also have had to step back. I limit myself to one hour a day with the exception of school usage. I was becoming stressed to try and write up a post to link to a carnival. It was STRESSFUL. Now I just write what I want, when I want. If I happen to be able to link up, yay me, if not, oh well, there's another day.

Kate @ A Simple Walk said...

You will be in my thoughts and prayers continuously! I'm so sorry for whatever you are going through. Please know that if you need anything, even just a place to vent, I'm an email away!

I know God will bless your efforts with healing and restoration. I pray that it comes quickly and painlessly.